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MERYL
16/12/88
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* Thursday, November 05, 2009 *
Y 说谎 Y
是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会结果都阵亡

我没有什麼阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什麼伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘
笑是真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口 闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人 没爱到难道就会怎麼样
别说我说谎 人生已经如此地艰难
有些事情 就不要拆穿

我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来 骗我说渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你就遗忘

If I tell you that I've been lying everyday, every now & then, would you believe it?


meryl =))

@ 12:41 PM

* Wednesday, November 04, 2009 *
Y The Fun Book for Girlfriends: 102 Ways for Girls to Have Fun Y

Fun, like love, grows exponentially when shared.

As I walk alone, focusing my thoughts simply on my feet hitting the earth, the zinger comebacks quiet enough for a truth to arise. There is something important that I need to do. It’s not losing weight, the usual item topping my to-do list, but reclaiming my MIA sense of humour. But how? I don’t even know who I am anymore.

The best part about friendship is that, like any pure fun, it doesn’t need to happen anywhere out of the ordinary. Friendship is democratically available to one and all. Like the oxygen masks on the airplane, friendship is the surest lifeline that can sustain a woman through life’s raggedy transitions, scary challenges, and inevitable heartbreaks.

We do not remember days . . . we remember moments. – Cesare Pavese

There is no wilderness like life without friends, friendship multiplies blessings and minimizes misfortunes, it is a unique remedy against adversity and it soothes the soul. – Baltasar Gracian

The happiest business in the entire world is that of making friends. – Anne S. Eaton

May there always be an angel by your side. – Anonymous

Life is the first gift, love is the second, and understanding the third. – Marge Piercy

The growth of friendship may be a lifelong affair. – Sarah Orne Jewell

Intimacies between women often go backwards, beginning in revelations and ending in small talk. – Elizabeth Bowen

Happiness seems made to be shared. – Jean Racine

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born. – Anais Nin

We are friends for life. When we’re together the years fall away. Isn’t that what matters? To have someone who remembers how far you’ve come? – Judy Blume

Think big thoughts, but relish small pleasures. – H. Jackson Brown Jr.

One can never speak enough of the virtues, the dangers, the power of shared laughter. – Francoise Sagan.

Friendship is Love without his wings! – Lord Byron

God gave us our relatives; thank God we can choose our friends. – Ethel Watts Mumford

Taking joy in life is a woman’s best cosmetic. – Rosalind Russell

A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you today just the way you are. – Anonymous

Life is the dancer and you are the dance. – Eckhart Tolle

Be happy. It’s one way of being wise. – Colette

To know someone with whom you can feel there is understanding in spite of distances or thoughts unexpressed . . . that can make this life a garden. – Goethe

Trouble is a sieve through which we sift our acquaintances. Those too big to pass through are our friends. – Arlene Francis

A friend is a present you give yourself. – Robert Louis Stevenson

Earth’s crammed with heaven. – Elizabeth Barrett Browning

There is space within sisterhood for likeness and difference, for the subtle differences that challenge and delight; there is space for disappointment and surprise. – Christine Downing

Friendship is one heart in two bodies. – Joseph Zabara

Life is to be fortified by many friendships. To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence. – Sydney Smith

However rare true love is, true friendship is rarer. – La Rochefoucauld

The best gift is being kind to yourself. Never, ever speak to yourself less kindly than you would your best pal. (Even in the privacy of your own mind).

Whoever is happy will make others happy too. – Anne Frank

Good friends are like stars. You don’t always see them, but you know they’re always there. – Old Saying


meryl =))

@ 10:31 PM

* Tuesday, November 03, 2009 *
Y 彩虹的眼泪 Y
他总是不了解
我那些假装的无所谓
关于那些 是是非非
爱的疲惫又有谁能陪
我总不够坚决
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
我学得会
口是心非 不要流泪
天上的眼泪
他好像懂我的心碎
懂得轻轻给我一些安慰
我们应该要了解
伤了心有种爱的美
天上的彩虹
总出现在天晴雨过
我已经懂得轻轻的放手
就算我觉得难过
你会在我身边守候
陪我一起去看彩虹
你总是不自觉
才会在爱里面绕圈圈
让他去飞
留个泪水才能学会
擦干了成长的泪水
搭上了幸福的地铁
远方有个声音
那一定会是你

不会再有所渴望,
不会再有所要求,
不会再有所期待了。
感觉非常累。放弃了。
being in/around one's quietness isnt that bad afterall.
or rather, when there's company, reports have to be churned out.
gets more & more irritating as days go by.
that 3 words. sometimes words really fly to a ridiculous corner.
nobody can stop it anyway, isnt it...?
so heck liao. lol.


meryl =))

@ 12:29 PM

* Thursday, October 29, 2009 *
Y perhaps Y
yesterday night. i dont really know how to describe it. or rather, i think i'll choose not to say it in here or whatsoever anywhere. because its over. no point thinking or brooding over it. theres nothing for me to hold onto anymore or what. yep. life still goes on no matter what, as nobody is indispensable to this world.

had fried carrot cake for dinner just now! $2! lol.
more dinner when i reach home! growing fatter! lol.
kfc for dinner tmr! fat, fatter, fattest. LOL

perhaps it might be a good change.

or perhaps not.

nobody knows as of yet.

i certainly hope that it'll be a good change, of course.

no matter what, ganbatte!

hmm i guess i might need to visit the sinseh this weekend. haiz sian.
shall hope that there wont be any time constraints too.
or else, i shall not visit him.
im sure im gonna cry again if i were to visit him.
scary 1st experience.
hahas okays i can hear the people's naggings alreadys. lol.

ganbatte everyone!!!

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! :D


meryl =))

@ 9:11 PM

* Tuesday, October 27, 2009 *
Y 6 tips to happiness Y
  1. Whatever you do, give it your best.
  2. Decide that happiness is a daily decision. - Wake up every morning and tell yourself that you choose to be happy.
  3. Accept where you are. Things that shouldn't happen can happen. - If your boyfriend cheats on you, you can't change reality.
  4. Make a conscious decision to look for a reason to be grateful.
  5. Set goals that have meaning for you. - You have to decide for yourself to live your own life, rather than pursuing someone else's goals for you.
  6. Decide to like yourself. - You don't have to be perfect. Look for improvement, not perfection.


meryl =))

@ 12:20 PM

* Monday, October 26, 2009 *
Y 我也很想他 Y
那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化 我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎 我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事啊
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他 是因为你 而开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
还记得 那年我们曾许下的愿望 是星星骗了 我们 我们
却因此少了一课 真正必修的学分
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他 是因为你 而开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
我们都一样


meryl =))

@ 10:45 PM

* Thursday, October 22, 2009 *
Y liar not ? Y
hmm what a ''professional'' liar she is. until no one can tell or differentiate when she is saying the truth or the lie. only she knows deep down within herself. hmm perhaps can try using differentiation and/or integration, perhaps it might work? :D

even by treating him seriously, things might also go wrong and her confidence would be shattered, until someone comes along to glue her heart together again.

ganbatte!


meryl =))

@ 12:08 PM

* Wednesday, October 21, 2009 *
Y When You're Gone Y
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you


meryl =))

@ 12:09 PM

* Tuesday, October 20, 2009 *
Y :S Y
Saturday - 17/10/09

public holiday - Deepavali.
after pondering for weeks, still decided to visit the sinseh afterall in the end.
first time there. couldnt find the place when i reached there.
asked around for directions & nobody could tell me where the (exact) location is.
9am in the morning & it was quite crowded with the uncles & aunties around.
the wet markets & bakeries shops & ntuc.
really a very neighbourhood place. haha.
in the end, i got lost & walked a few rounds before i found the place. lol.
& the place's really really small.
hmm... but as compared to others, the serangoon sinseh's good.
although he made me cry when he did the acupuncture. :'(
he called it the 无针针灸。really can cry man.

but anyways, i had a strange encounter on the way there.
i took a bus to the sinseh at serangoon.
there werent many people on the bus.
at a point of time at a bus stop, everyone alighted & left me and an indian lady.
she then came & sat in front of me, and started talking.
& she sounded like she's venting her unhappiness & anger on me.
dont know why strangers always come & talk to me.
theres like no way of avoidance.
anyway she talked about something. & then the issue bounced back again.
some parts of it, what she said was true. really true.
the people around always never fail to prove it true too.
it happens everyday, on & off, now & then.
but nobody can solve or do anything at all, based on the fact that it is like that.
how scary & sad.

things happen for a reason & cause. problems as well.
not that people & i go look for problems to occur or happen.
is just that its definitely unavoidable when problems come.
& there's no way of escapes on solving either.

Sunday - 20/10/09

its really a coincidence when things happen.
dont know whether to say thanks or what.
but its the responsibility afterall.
i just have to due with it when it comes to me.
jiayou meryl! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

i wish you bon voyage too. ganbatte!

Monday - 19/10/09

thanks xxx for the horlicks!
i remember that i used to love eating it during the younger days.
hope you're alright & take good care man. :)

met 2 people or ex-artistes from Spin.
the local sitcom which aired on channel 5 many many years ago.
think it was during my pri sch or lower sec sch days.
its so long ago! everyone has grown older & aged.
how time really flies.

met someone whilst waiting for the bus in the evening.
we talked for a short while & someone asked me some questions.
& i dont know how to answer them.
or rather, i dont really have answers for the questions being asked.
i can only clear up the air. but i guess that doesnt and/or wont help at all.
i dont know why does everyone thinks that im attached.
& yet on the other side, rumours are still going on, on this & that & blah blahs.
i find it ironical sometimes too.
hmm interesting uh-huh?

Tuesday - 20/10/09

everything seems screwed up.issues always clash with one another.
there's seriously not enough time.
i thought and thought, & concluded that it has nothing gotta do with time management.
perhaps too many commitments? & thus caused things to be tied up.

been running up & down the whole morning.
its hurting again. & all my heels have been neglected for around 1 month already.
how sad too. lol.
& no, i dont really wish to go to the sinseh again. :(


meryl =))

@ 11:17 PM

* Monday, October 19, 2009 *
Y Watch What You Say & Write Y
Please don't ask me what happened.
Sometimes I do really hate answering questions.

But an extremely important lesson learnt today.
Words, can become dangerously controversial when misinterpreted..

Hopefully a serious warning we can all learn from
''Write & speak responsibly and objectively, or not at all''

Silence is golden.


meryl =))

@ 11:39 PM